we are so hesitated to do one thing. some people might have difficult the way of how do achieved something. but what I can see is that we start to come up any excuse for not try it even we knew how to do 

if you are an expert. you can share your experience so that people was able to learn with you. but the facts that is we are tend to give up. if we have never ever began to this kind of method that experts who used to achieved something. this is intimidating to be action out of our charater. we new to this. we tend to make a changing ourself before we start it.

I was use not to writing diary.

i knew it’s work for better my ability of English. but I just never try. I felt it hard and I can’t write great. I just struggle out there for one diary. 

I went through and felt good on myself. many change are not change itself. but about our thoughts as well