I’ve studied kungfu english for a long time, I think it's almost one year.  when I watched the video of Mr long feihu’s speech on youtube 2 years ago, I was so excited, I believed it is the right method I want. I began to study the course from zero to fluent about 1 year ago. I hope that I could finish 1 lesson each day. at first, everything seems goes well, but recently, I’m losing my strong emotions(激情/热情，zeal) of English studying. I even don’t want to pick up my smartphone to start the app. I try to find what is the reason. I thought about it carefully. Did I lose my goal? maybe I should make my mission clearly again. how could I pick up my emotions again? maybe I should encourage myself more and 责备（blame） myself less. should I stop studying completely? No, I don’t think so, I should keep in touch with English daily. sometimes, I feel the lesson is very boring, it’s wasting my time. for this feeling, I have no idea. I don’t know how to deal with it.  Now, when I don’t wanna study the path of zero to fluent, I change to the path of going aboard. I don’t know how long this situation will be last,  I really hope I could adjust myself to a good situation soonly. best wishes to me!