Today is tuesday.It is so cold today my 心情 always like the weather.my heatly runny fast.I also want cry.I rummber I weaked up for seven clock I cooked some Shichuan dipnlys for my son.Every day he weak up too slow.I have lude voice for him   

in everymornning and every night.Beacse the night he do not want sleep and mornning he do not want get up.Sometimes I can not stand it then want hit him.But in my mod have sounds tolk me.Stop.Stop.He just 6years old.Once I take the knife want kill him.He and my 倒儿afaird I am stop and afraid meself.That to carzzy thing.My 心理疾病it too seior.But I do not want to see a doctor.