Well,I think everyone want to be a perfect pesron .And we look the other people are perfect but ourself are not why?Because you see your own horrible side and compare to their good side. 
Everyone has mistake but the things is don’t afraid on mistake .I love to speak English ,Althrough my English are so horrible ,So what ?I love to talk to different people .same with my Chnese .Don’t be afraid to do it .I tell you a story.I have Autism and I want to make friend .and I said love you ,Do you  know what ?I sent to the principle office.But If  I afraid how can I have a friend who is a real friend?