I suddenly deeply realized one thing,there is always a price have to pay for what you want to pick.when i feel tired after learning english,i want to have a breath and then i read a comic book or online to read some short video,there is always more interesting things i found out.finally,i waste not a little but a lot of times on it.and i feel more tired.then the time is gone.even though i learn somthing from network.there are a lot and interesting thing you can learn online,but so what?those are not your target.you can say although i waste some time online,but i learn some useful.but actually that’t not the turth,the turth is you are further away from your target.there are always a,lot of thing you can learn though whatever,but you can’t learn all og them.i thing success people must be a person who is knowledgeable on some area,but he knows less excet that.beacause he  give up all of that he shouldn’t want.of course this is just what i thought,there’s can be some success people who likes know everything,but they must be very focus on one thing at first.so my point is i can’t want evrything,if i learn another thing, that means i give up some time of that what i should learn,finally i can’t catch anything.if i want to master one technic,i should give up to learn the other thing,at least until i totally master it.

i told some one,i feel happy i can learn what i want to learn,and i have things what i want although i am not a rich,and i still young,i health,why there is always one emotion called upset around me,i always feel i am lost.that some one said:beacuse you didn’t make it ture none of them which you are learning,if you achieve one,you properly feel relax,you will calm down.and the important things is you should make sure enough time until you master one,you can’t request that you can master that on a short time,until that what you should do is insist it and focus on it.

that’s ture,i decided to focus on one thing at first,and give up whatever interesting knowledge,i just want to say go away from me…and go to hell,whatever interesting they are…we always don’t want to miss like news…or whatever,maybe we just don’t want to be along.but there is a price have to pay.there are many interesting things on your way,we should know what are you want,what is your target.it needs time,it needs your focus,and then you can master the ture real what is called “knowledge”.