My first week at the new school is tough because I have disability and the teacher are angry with me , I am felt no good at all. and the exam I got 0 , that is in all the subject ,some subject got 1 and 2 point of total 100. And I felt lonelynesss.

But today I want to talk about a new friend ,actually is not quiet new. that what you guys thinking he’s name is call emmnay or you can call him Jesus, he has a wonderful powerful good ,friendly kind and all of things we don’t have ,he’s name is called GOD . I don’t know what they look like but I know he help me changes a lot .althrough I still have disability  ,but I know Jesus will changes me to ordinary , My friend have a big amazing house call heaven, although I never been there, but I will go to heaven soon.

 When I was Child less train less car and some bus , a lot of people used walk or bicycle. when I was young I use three wheel bike to take 4 people pass the street that time I think was 4years old, but the things is I use 3 years to learn how to ride a two wheel bicycle.that is a painful time they said me wanker foolish idot and so on. you know.  I know you don’t know . lucky things is God not hate me. and because my counsin and sister are genius and I am an idot sometimes I want to gave up.

I take train before and I always want to talk to somebody . But my mom always say , don’t said anything to somebody , you must deal with yourself, if you don’t want to do that . You just go to hell. that is what my mom says . so I am painful it is right now only god and Jesus can help me.

Thank you everyone.