I bought a book of the third year yesterday. it’s still in traffic but will be delivery tomorrow. I have this idea before but now had achieve. 

this book definitely bring to me the foundation of English.

and now I decided to spend some time on reading. I used Longman dictionary to search words and it’s helpful as long as you’re looking for explaining with it.

new thoughts:

writing and speaking are different side of the coin.

you might have not good at writing and you might have not good at speaking too. so don’t think of speaking is all about your mouth and something that you have to do with your ears. I realized that its actually pronunciation and writing combined together.