It is five clock.I am weak like as usuall.I don’t know why is that.I think it’s my life change that imputent .My Ex_wife and my duangter leave me.I lost my job.Every thing will be bad.But I am sometimes enjoy better than 1 and 2 years ago.I remmber everyday I must taked after my two kids in that time.I am can not do anything.Beacse my duangter too little just 3month.Every day I want cry and alreally cry. When My mom hear that she is very said coming my home take my babys goes to her home.In this time I can understand which people is never   love me.I make a big eeror that my life was like that.But babys not wrong.Wife and husband like the birds Difficult to fly，I am ill about health 心理的生理的，I go to hosptil see a doctor them tolk my ill very serious.Can kill myself.I kown I remmber some times I want run out at the my house .I has headache at every time.But I look at my beautiful babys and my mom and dad.They  are not young.If me died they said and hard care my babys that so luckless.So I thanks for my doctor and take many colour medicine . Time it is best medicine that Chinese teach us that a right. I am clear my Ex_wife in my mod 虽然not at all.I kown today is not easy .tomrrow is diffcult .but the day after tomrrow will be fantastic