today,im very sad ,beause i have a fight with my girlfriend online.she is in hohhot, im in xi an.its very far for me to get there, i havent seen her for ages ,so she wants to travel to Tai yuan,but i have no time and i dont have enough money,i have many exams  waiting for me next days. and i dont prepar it yet.so i dont know how to deal with it ,it confuses me . i cant choose which one is right or wrong, today ,i dont finish my  the two hundred and eighth lesson, beause of this confusing thing .i dont want to study anything. i am not good at choosing .it is difficult for me to choose .it makes me angry ,in the afternoon, i go to the gym and go into the shower  in the bathroom of gym. i take a shower for many minutes ,wash my mind ,my tired body ,i just hope i can recover soon.thats all.dont think of anything ,i will bother you ,just go ahead . i know this reason,but i cant put it in practice.